It's Monday night what are you doing?

Me? Instead of planning my menu for the week (lots of leftover ham here) and cleaning up I am watching DWTS. Oh and my daughter didn't get to bed until almost 9:30pm. That's an hour later than I wanted her to go to bed but she's in bed and that's all that matters. I just hope that we don't have a repeat of last night. Had to change he sheets twice last night because someone had a lot to drink and didn't go potty before going to bed. I chalk that one up to hubby since he's the one that took her. And guess who slept in the wet spot?

I need to make that phone call tomorrow because I still feel like poop. on a stick. The only good thing today was take a walk, twice. Breakfast was something daddy did since he was home, lunch was a sandwich and a lot of grazing, snacks, and then ice cream. Before dinner. Yep it was a bad food day in my house.

This is the first step right?

Admitting that you might have a problem? Saying the words out loud instead of just in your head?? Ok here goes.

I am an anger person.

At least that has been the case for the past week. I have been yelling a lot more and telling Savie not to do this and not to do that. I know I have hurt her feelings and I've told her sorry but I think I need to talk to someone about it. Yes this is the week that I am on my period but it's never been this bad before. I had little to very little desire to do anything this week, from cooking dinner to cleaning up to going to story hour. Depression had hit me hard this week. Should I wait another week before I ask to talk to someone and then wait another 2 weeks before I actual,y get in to talk to someone? No I think tomorrow I will just call and see if I can find someone around here to talk to and then figure out a way to pay for it.

Ok I feel better now.