Slow down Sat.

Well it's been a week or so since Ihave done a slow down. But I need to it's beena hectic week. School has been great even though we may lose 2 girls because the church down the street is starting it's preschool next week.

oops, my peace and quiet has been taken away. They are both up now, I'll be back later.

Shh don't tell anyone

It's 6:30am and I am awake and enjoying a cup of coffee......... alone. The first time in a long while that I have been alone at home. Shhh! Don't tell my family.

Sunday Scribblings #99

Tonight's Scribble is about Passion. This is a hard one for me. I am passionate about a lot of things.

I have a passion for my daughter and the life she has.
I have passion for my husband who worries about taking care of us, for children in general, and animals to. Lost, sick, and alone, I feel for them and want to take them home with me.


But most days there is no real passion in my life. I am mostly just here, surviving my thoughts and trying to cover for my lack of feelings towards other. This is not me. This is not the way I want to feel. I want to feel passionate about something, anything at this point.

Maybe tomorrow will be different.

This is weird

It's Thursday afternoon/evening and Savie is with hubby and what am I doing?? Nothing, absolutly nothing. This just feels weird. I don't know what to do with myself. I can't work on my crochet project (it's done and I'm waiting for my new yarn to get here), there's nothing on TV I want to watch, and it's to late to workout (for me anyways) So what am I going to do??? Haven't a clue.